Fr Kevin Kilgore

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Gospel: John 17: 1-11

Jesus raised his eyes to heaven and said,
“Father, the hour has come.
Give glory to your son, so that your son may glorify you,
just as you gave him authority over all people,
so that your son may give eternal life to all you gave him.
Now this is eternal life,
that they should know you, the only true God,
and the one whom you sent, Jesus Christ.
I glorified you on earth
by accomplishing the work that you gave me to do.
Now glorify me, Father, with you,
with the glory that I had with you before the world began.

“I revealed your name to those whom you gave me out of the world.
They belonged to you, and you gave them to me,
and they have kept your word.
Now they know that everything you gave me is from you,
because the words you gave to me I have given to them,
and they accepted them and truly understood that I came from you,
and they have believed that you sent me.
I pray for them.
I do not pray for the world but for the ones you have given me,
because they are yours, and everything of mine is yours
and everything of yours is mine,
and I have been glorified in them.
And now I will no longer be in the world,
but they are in the world, while I am coming to you.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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One of the most popular Catholic Saints is Francis of Assisi. He had a unique love of nature, a kindred spirit, and he received a call from God that would define his life, “Rebuild my Church.” 

Tradition tells us that Francis literally stripped himself bare before his bishop in the public square to demonstrate how serious he was about leaving a life of inherited wealth and privilege behind.

Perhaps his greatest contribution to the Church was founding a religious movement known as the Franciscans, an order of both men and women who pledge a life of poverty, chastity, and obedience to the Lord and his Church. 

The Franciscans have been doing God’s work in this world for the last 800 years.

While lying on his deathbed at the tender age of 45, Saint Francis was surrounded by the men who became the first Franciscans. And he said to them, “My brothers, I have done what was mine to do. Now you must do what is yours to do.”

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In today’s Gospel, we continue with Jesus’ farewell discourse in which he not only prepares his disciples for his departure, but he also prays to his Father in gratitude. “Father, I glorified you on earth by accomplishing everything that you gave me to do.”

That’s something perhaps we all hope to say when our time comes – we have accomplished everything that God has given us to do.

Like Jesus and Francis, how do we know what is “ours” to do in life? And when will we know we’ve done it all?

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Perhaps it’s not a question we can answer in terms of marking off a checklist. Rather, it’s a matter of the heart, a question we might answer at the end of each day.

Perhaps we can ask ourselves, “Have I come to faith? Have I loved God with all of my heart and my neighbor as myself? Do I bear any unresolved tension in my heart or am I at peace?”

That, I believe, is the mark of a life well prepared for the next – a soul at peace. May God give us the grace to do what is “ours” to do today.

Above all, to be a soul at peace.

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Image credits: (1) Saint Jerome, QuoteFancy (2) Francis of Assisi, Philip Fruytiers (3) Third Heaven Discourse, Blogspot

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Gospel: John 16:29-33

The disciples said to Jesus,
“Now you are talking plainly, and not in any figure of speech.
Now we realize that you know everything
and that you do not need to have anyone question you.
Because of this we believe that you came from God.”
Jesus answered them, “Do you believe now?
Behold, the hour is coming and has arrived
when each of you will be scattered to his own home
and you will leave me alone.
But I am not alone, because the Father is with me.
I have told you this so that you might have peace in me.
In the world you will have trouble,
but take courage, I have conquered the world.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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During the last few weeks at daily Mass, we’ve been reading from Jesus’ Farewell Discourse given at the Last Supper, just hours before his arrest, crucifixion, and death.

This seems odd in the Easter season when we’re focused on the joy of the resurrection. But we’re invited to hear Christ’s words in light of Pentecost, which we will celebrate on Sunday.

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As Jesus ascends into heaven and sends forth his Spirit upon the Apostles, he leaves the life – and the future – of the Church in their hands.

And with this authority, a series of lessons. Some of which are shared during the Farewell Discourse and others which are taught by his actions.

For example, as Jesus reaches the end of his earthly life at the tender age of 33, he teaches his Apostles that life is not about duration, but donation.

Time is God’s gift to us.

What matters is not how much time we’re given, as much as how well we use it. I’m all too aware of this as I celebrate my 41st birthday today; I’ve already been given eight more years in this world than our Lord was.

But consider how much good he did. He used his time to preach, to heal, to forgive, to impart hope, and to lead others closer to God. Jesus was never concerned about his own wellbeing; rather, he spent himself entirely for the sake of others.

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Like Jesus, how do we use our time to do good in this world?

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Set aside a few moments to do something beautiful for God. In some small way, may we become more like Jesus, “who has loved us and given himself for us.”

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Image credits: (1) StockCake (2) The Sacrament of the Last Supper, Salvador Dalí (3) Mother Teresa, QuoteFancy

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Gospel: Matthew 28: 16-20

The eleven disciples went to Galilee,
to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them.
When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted.
Then Jesus approached and said to them,
“All power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations,
baptizing them in the name of the Father,
and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit,
teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you.
And behold, I am with you always, until the end of the age.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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When I was twelve years old, my grandfather asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I told him, “A nice watch.” I wasn’t expecting anything fancy, but something sophisticated and shiny like grown-ups wear.

When we opened up our presents, there was a small box with my name on it. Inside was exactly what I asked for…or so my grandfather thought.

It was a “grown up” watch alright. It had a black leather band, a round silver face, and two tiny black hands – one that counted the hours and the other the minutes. However, there was one critical piece missing.

There were no numerals on the watch’s face. 

I had no idea how I was supposed to tell time. What was the difference between eight and nine? Ten and eleven? I wept inside. Fortunately, I held it together and tucked my watch away in my sock drawer once I got home.

Two months later, my grandfather died unexpectedly in a plane crash on Valentine’s Day. That watch was the last thing he ever gave me. Ironically enough, it was a gift I came to appreciate with the passage of time.

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In today’s Gospel, the disciples are given an incredible gift as they watch Jesus ascend into heaven. But it is not something they immediately understand; they will only come to appreciate what has happened with the passage of time. 

As Matthew tells us, “they worshipped, but they doubted.” 

They worshipped Jesus because they didn’t know what else to do. Worshipping him was simply muscle memory. 

Whenever the Lord healed someone, or walked on water, or raised Lazarus from the dead, they worshipped him. No one had ever done things like that before. 

But they doubted because they didn’t know where exactly he went, or what they were supposed to do now. Their miracle working Master just vanished from their midst! When would he come back again and take them to himself as he promised at the Last Supper?

Tomorrow? Next week? After another forty days?

I’d imagine Christ’s ascension caused the disciples to react a bit like I did at Christmas; they wept inside. Or maybe they couldn’t hold it together and suddenly they bawled their eyes out. 

Only at Pentecost would the disciples be given the consolation of the Spirit – and with the Spirit, the wisdom to understand and the courage to act.

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So, what did the Ascension mean for the disciples? And what might it mean for us today?

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Slowly, the disciples began to understand that they were Christ’s abiding presence on earth; that their own bodies were now his temple. That if anyone sought to hear Christ’s voice or witness his power, then they would have to turn to his disciples.

So, they stopped looking up and started looking out at each other and deep within themselves. 

Then the disciples did as they were commanded – healing the sick, forgiving sinners, and preaching salvation to all, even to the very crowds who shouted for the Lord’s death.

The disciples realized that Christ’s ascension opened the way to eternal life, which also gave them the courage to accept death in the most unimaginable ways, often dying just like their Lord. 

As Saint Paul later writes, “If we have died with Christ, then we believe that we shall also live with Christ.”

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This may not have been the storybook ending the disciples expected – a torturous death in often foreign and strange lands after years of working in the Lord’s vineyard.

It would’ve been much easier for them to tether the Lord to this earth, making him do all the work. 

But once they accepted God on God’s terms, they got down to business, continuing what Jesus started – bringing light where there was darkness, hope where there was despair, love where there was hatred, and salvation where there was death.

The Ascension points to the humbling truth that, at some point, Christ’s followers must rise up and become the leaders; his listeners must become the preachers; his converts must become the missionaries: those who were once broken and helpless must do the healing.

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Much like that watch my grandfather gave me as a kid, the Ascension is a gift from God, but you might say it’s a feast for “grown-ups,” who understand that time has changed, that the temporal has been replaced with the eternal.

That the bond of death has been broken as the gates of heaven are thrust open. And we who give ourselves away like Christ and his disciples did in this life will receive the fullness of life in the next. 

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Image credits: (1) Christi Himmelfahrt, Gebhard Fugel (2) Watch Connection, Movado (3) X.com, Thykingdomcome global