“O God, be merciful to me a sinner.”

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Gospel: Luke 18: 9-14

Jesus addressed this parable
to those who were convinced of their own righteousness
and despised everyone else.
“Two people went up to the temple area to pray;
one was a Pharisee and the other was a tax collector.
The Pharisee took up his position and spoke this prayer to himself,
‘O God, I thank you that I am not like the rest of humanity —
greedy, dishonest, adulterous — or even like this tax collector.
I fast twice a week, and I pay tithes on my whole income.’
But the tax collector stood off at a distance
and would not even raise his eyes to heaven
but beat his breast and prayed,
‘O God, be merciful to me a sinner.’
I tell you, the latter went home justified, not the former;
for whoever exalts himself will be humbled,
and the one who humbles himself will be exalted.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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The great Prussian King, Fredrick II, reigned for more than 40 years in the 18th century.

One day, Fredrick visited the local prison. Each inmate he spoke with told him how they were imprisoned unjustly. So, he looked at the next inmate and said, “And you, I suppose you’re innocent, too?” 

“No, your majesty,” he said. “I’m guilty, and deserve to be punished.” 

Fredrick then turned to the jailer and said, “Release this man. I don’t want him corrupting all these innocent victims!”

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We don’t know what became of that pardoned inmate, but imagine if the king kept an eye on him, curious to see how he used his undeserved freedom. 

If the man returned to his old ways, doing whatever landed in him prison in the first place, then shouldn’t his punishment be even harsher? Yet if he understood the value of the gift he was given – and amended his life accordingly – then he should be praised.

Some of us may have already made a connection between this story and the recent pardon of George Santos, who was serving a seven-year prison sentence for identity theft and fraud. 

When we think of convicted felons like him, it’s easy to think, “Thank God I’m not like him!” But if we do, then how different are we from the Pharisee in today’s Gospel, who stands before God and praises himself?

“O God, I thank you that I am not like the rest of humanity,” he says, “greedy, dishonest, adulterous – or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week, and I pay tithes on my whole income.”

While some are physically imprisoned for committing a crime, and rightfully so, this Pharisee is imprisoned by his pride. He needs God no less than we do, but he doesn’t seem to know it.

This does not mean that we should villainize the Pharisee; nor should we praise the tax collector for being a hero. Roman tax collectors were often thieves, inflating the amount of tax due, skimming pennies off of the poor to enrich themselves. 

Neither character is an ideal model for Christians.

Much like a Venn diagram, our target is somewhere in between. 

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To his credit, the Pharisee is “religious.” 

While fasting was only required once a year – much like Catholics who fast during Lent – this man fasted twice a week! And he paid tithes on his entire income. Imagine every Catholic syphoning 10% off of their paycheck before taxes.

His actions are admirable.

But, in the eyes of God, what matters is not what we do as much as why we do it. The Pharisee entered the Temple that day to tell God just how good he was, patting himself on his back. 

That was his reward. How could he love God when he was so full of love for himself?

And yet… we should be like him – fast, tithe, and pray. However, our motivation for why we do it … is love. 

As Jesus instructs us elsewhere, “Take care not to perform righteous deeds in order that people may see them; otherwise, you will have no recompense from your heavenly Father.”

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The stark difference between the tax collector and the Pharisee is the fact that the tax collector is a sinful man … and he knows it. Entering the Temple, he kneels down in a far, dark corner, beats his breast, and prays, “O God, be merciful to me a sinner.” 

Jesus tells us that this man went home “justified,” meaning he shook the heavens; his prayer was heard. “For there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents,” Jesus says, “than over ninety-nine righteous ones who have no need of repentance.”

This does not mean that the tax collector could continue ripping off the poor; his prayer must be coupled with a sincere effort to amend his ways. Still, he reminds us, that if we want God to hear our prayers, then we must be humble, sincere, and willing to change. 

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“Release this man. I don’t want him corrupting all these innocent victims!” King Fredrick said to the jailer.

In a sense, that man is all of us. 

Christ has released us from the throes of sin and death. So, like the Pharisee, do we live “religious” lives? Do we pray, tithe, and fast? 

May we do so with the heart of the tax collector, who never forgot his pardon or need for God.

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Why do we do what we hate?

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Romans: 7: 18-25

Brothers and sisters:
I know that good does not dwell in me, that is, in my flesh.
The willing is ready at hand, but doing the good is not.
For I do not do the good I want,
but I do the evil I do not want.
Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it,
but sin that dwells in me.
So, then, I discover the principle
that when I want to do right, evil is at hand.
For I take delight in the law of God, in my inner self,
but I see in my members another principle
at war with the law of my mind,
taking me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members.
Miserable one that I am!
Who will deliver me from this mortal body?
Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord.

The Word of the Lord.

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I was once a pen pal with a young man serving a prison sentence. In his heart of hearts, he was a good man. I knew him long before he got into trouble. But one thing led to another, and eventually he found himself behind bars.

While there, he started reading the bible and was overcome when he came across Saint Paul’s confession from our first reading, his Letter to the Romans: “I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want.”

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Paul, a man we revere as a Saint, was torn between his flesh and his spirit. He knew what was right and wanted to do it always; yet, at times, he failed. He knew what was wrong and longed to avoid it; but, at times, he gave in.

Whatever his struggle was, it haunted him. Paul experienced what we all experience – attraction to and hatred for our sins. 

If knowledge of the truth alone were strong enough to guide our actions, then life would be easy. We’d all be saints! But we need more than knowledge; we also need grace. 

We will only experience true and lasting freedom when Christ has full command of our heart.

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So, where do I experience this tension in my life? When do I do what I “hate”?

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Jesus does not come to judge or condemn us. Rather, he comes to forgive, to heal, to inspire, and to change us.

May we be patient with ourselves – and others – as we merge evermore with Christ. As Paul himself prayed, “May God who has begun this good work within you bring it to fulfillment.” 

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Why Faith Can Divide Families.

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Gospel: Luke 12: 49-53

Jesus said to his disciples:
“I have come to set the earth on fire,
and how I wish it were already blazing!
There is a baptism with which I must be baptized,
and how great is my anguish until it is accomplished!
Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth?
No, I tell you, but rather division.
From now on a household of five will be divided,
three against two and two against three;
a father will be divided against his son
and a son against his father,
a mother against her daughter
and a daughter against her mother,
a mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law
and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.”

The Gospel of the Lord.

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This is one of the more difficult Gospel passages because of what Jesus promises: division. And not the kind of division we’d hope for, such as the separation between evildoers and the righteous, but division at home.

In families; in marriages; in the relationships we often value most.

Yet there is nothing we can experience which Jesus has not already felt. Multiple times in the Gospels, we see this tension between his human and divine family unfolding.

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Consider what happened when Mary and Joseph found Jesus in the Temple after searching frantically for him for three days. An exasperated Mary asked him, “Son, why have you done this to us?”

To which Jesus responded, “Did you not know I must be about my Father’s business?”

Or when he was an adult, and an onlooker notified him that his family was outside waiting to speak with him. He turned and asked them, “Who is my mother? Who are my sisters and brothers? Those who hear the Word of God and observe it.”

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At every turn, Jesus chose his divine family over his human family – as we are also invited to do. This decision can not only create division, but also fear. 

Fear because Christ’s disciples are willing to leave their home – and all dwelling within it – if he calls us.

Fear because his Word runs deeper, and guides our steps more intimately, than even the best family advice.

Fear because there are parts of ourselves that we may share with Him but not with others we love.

Fear because our worldview is not framed by popular opinion, secular culture, or subjectivism, but by unchanging Truth.

Fear because we dedicate our lives to someone whom others, even our own family members, may not believe in or understand.

Fear because the Gospel is not a butter knife but a sword. It can set us free, but it can also divide, “three against two and two against three.” Children against their parents, and spouses against their in-laws. 

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It’s a divisive truth because our human family always comes second to Christ.

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